It was supposed to be fun. A mutual use of each other’s bodies. To be a ruse to the world around us. I wanted to be free from my ex, and he wanted to escape his. One drunken night turned a joke into a life-changing moment. He warned me not to fall for him, and I should’ve listened. He intoxicated me. He made me crave him. He ruined me. In the end, I’ll never be the same.